Today’s the first day I told myself that I hated me, and I believe it completely. I’m empty and drenched in my tears. What a great start to my day. Can I go any lower?
Everyone either wants something sexual with me, or doesn’t give a shit about me at all.
fuck girls but also fuck girls you feel me
I want to feel better. But, then I start thinking of my life without depression, and idk if id like it. Going a whole day and not being sad? I can’t imagine it. Not wanting to stay in bed all day and just do absolutely nothing? nope, can’t see it. Feeling like people actually care about me and my feelings? unheard of. I’ve been like this as long as I can remember and having a completely different look on everything sounds both great and terrifying. I’m scared of getting treated but I know I want to get better. 😩😫😐😔